Two Poems

    by Laura Traister


    Stella Miss leans toward me
    to ask if I know any scary stories.
    Barely waiting for my no, she arches an eyebrow.
    “I’ve got one.”
    It begins, as good tales do, in the girls’ bathroom.
    A seventh-standard student, she says
    so casually, was raped.
    By a male staff member,
    most likely the groundskeeper.
    After some time, the legend goes,
    the girl wandered into the washroom, weeping.
    Killed herself.
    These things happen.

    Decades ago she died—
    but last year, Stella leans in,
    the head boy invaded that same washroom;
    he’d heard ragged weeping while passing by
    in the damp midday’s thick heat.
    Like a movie hero, he swept in
    to save the silly girl, but found only
    sudden silence and sharp air,
    a cold caress that both disturbed and pleased him.

    Sitting between us, Elvira Miss clicks her tongue.
    “Such stupid people, these men.”
    She describes a relative’s landlord
    who lived like an angry god,
    violently silencing his opponents,
    unchallenged, protected by police.
    His son fancied a woman,
    who refused him until death
    threats fell upon her family.

    After the inevitable wedding,
    she disappeared—then, months later,
    was spotted off Grant Road,
    living as a prostitute, pimped out
    by her own husband to his uncles and friends,
    500 rupees an hour,
    a touchable kind of ghost.


    Pulled from afternoon sleep
    only by a sense that sane
    bodies embrace this hour, I wander my flat,
    rinsing dishes before the maid arrives,
    to feel I’ve accomplished a task.

    I quiet the living room fans, disturbed by their
    frenetic motion, that incessant whirring.
    The sky, a colorless sheet, hangs limp
    behind the palm trees and wet leaves,
    eclipsed by monsoon rhythms and crows’ cries.

    Then through the grate covering my window,
    I see a slim boy, red shorts,
    bare chest, slide open
    the glass of his grateless window
    and lean his lithe body out.

    Can he see me staring down at him,
    only one story above, yet
    impassably distant
    from that rippled metal-scrap roof,
    the blue tarp secured by stones?

    Some Hindi show flickers on
    behind him, and he slips back in,
    now only his silhouette visible,
    framed by a car chase cutting to
    close-ups of a woman’s horrified face.

    When he returns, though I expect him
    to close the window, he reaches out again.
    His hands receive the sky’s bounty,
    rain the only abundance around.
    He collects the unclean water,

    lets it run through his fingers,
    gathers it again, wipes it down
    his perfect face and open mouth,
    drops his arms and surveys this place,
    his home, where there is somehow still enough.

    Laura Traister served as a Fulbright-Nehru English Teaching Assistant in Mumbai in 2016–17 but now lives in the mountains of North Carolina, USA, where she works as a textbook editor. Her poems and essays have been published in the US, UK, and now India. In addition to reading and writing, she enjoys traveling, connecting to nature through daily walks, and bouncing between practicing Spanish and Hindi. You can read more about her work and contact her through LinkedIn.

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